Chocolate Workout

So there is this girl. Yes, another one, shut up. But i'm almost 90% sure she is at least somewhat gay. She is so fucking adorable and hot. Like, I think we all know by now that I am not a fan of the hot girls. Well, the typical hot girls. Like, I consider them to be the girls you would fuck in a club rough, hard, fast, and then be done with them. So, she has these big brown eyes. And man. She has these dimples. And I can barely handle it. She is like 5'4"ish and she is petite and ugh. To much adorable. Oh, btw she works at my college's cafe. I'm pretty sure she is a student here, I've just never seen her before in a non-cafe setting. So, I went to the cafe twice today. And, first she made my food in the morning. She gave me an extra long smile and passing my boat to me. So, that was a thing this morning. I mean, I've been in that cafe a million times and this time she was extra nice. I thought it was weird but i'm not one of those people who are like, OMG she smiled at me!!! She must love me!!! OMG!!!, yeah no. So, when I went a second time, this afternoon I was talking to friends before I ordered and when i got to the counter she looked at me after i ordered and I asked for my drink and when she gave me my wallet back after she scanned my ID she looked at me, with those eyes giving me a certain look. Now, I didn't look at her very long, but she handed the wallet to me and kept eye contact. Now, I'm not going to make it a big deal, because I don't know her and what she's like so it could easily be a game. But, I have to say that has not happened to me in AGES. It's been ages since I've had that contact. I'm making a big deal about it because again it's been AGES! Mostly because I stopped taking care of myself years ago, but I am going to start to care. if i stay here for thanksgiving I'm going to start working out. I'm going to start trying, because I think I'm ready for it. There is also a lot of negative news for my well being, but I'll talk about that later since I have a feeling that history is making a come back. Anyways, big chocolate eyed hot petite girl is totally my type. So are plain janes with a great personality and curves. I'm a sucker for curves and flat stomachs. Again! Until the next time I decide to blog!