So, I've been thinking of the "bisexual bridge". I identified as bisexual for um... 2 years? give or take. For a bit there I did truly think I was. I was sometimes attracted to males. I knew I liked girls though. My entire life, even now I'm discovering nnew things about myself everyday. Like, remember Rocket Power? Remember that chick on there? I had the biggest crush on the chick. Of course I didn't know that then. But I digress. My bi stage was at one point what I thought, real. There was a point where I realized that I had no interest on guys and I did fight it like no other. I WANTED to like guys. I knew I didn't actually want to be with them, men. But I wanted to still like them. But it was empty. I went to that extent of me basically begging myself to like a guy, Miguel. But that didn't happen I became that person who just played with someone's emotions. It wasn't intentional it was just me kind of like a fish drowning in air. I mean... I was a complete wreck. I'm okay now. I came out to Keonna, Cynthia, and maybe someone else. And that just means I'm completely comfortable with myself and my sexuality. Which is probably why I refused to come out to my friends. I was afraid I would be lying. Or that I wouldn't be able to live with myself because the closest people to me wouldn't accept me. All stupid reasons, but all real emotions and feelings. They all took it well. It's all good. Yup.