Dancing

So let's see. Today was pretty cool actually! My last day of Junior year! Ah! I survived! Now to have a great senior year! And then A KICK ASS SUMMER of pure PARTYING! Ah, only a year away! Until FREEDOM!

So! Today I started off with getting some breakfast and hanging out a bit with Technetium then we went to the band hall to chill. I was sucked into cleaning and working XD

Then I did that until the next period when Tungsten got out. She drove us to Staples where we spent a good hour going crazy. Then we went to Best buy where Tungsten kicked Technetium's ass at a Street Fighter demo, one hit K.O. lol

Then Tungsten had to go to class, I went to go get my Yearbook (after MONTHS) and the hung out at the band hall where me and Florine were planning to go buy things for our section (total FAIL) We stayed in the band hall where we got stuck organizing books (Total buzz kill) so then we did that and then we just hung out until we left to eat.

Taco bell with Florine and Yt for about an hour, that was pretty cool. Then a walk back where I FINALLY bought my wine stoppers! Then back to the band hall!!! I do believe we are seeing a trend here XD

I assigned lockers and such and yeah, that was about it. That's how I ended my day. I went home on the bus, which was full of ignorant ghetto stupid people who the world would not miss if they died.

And now I'm at home!

You know what my favorite part of wine is? It's that if you keep it on your tongue with out it touching anything but your palate and you can actually taste it, and then a little hit's the underside of your tongue and you swallow feeling the burn of the wine a little on your tongue and then the burn on you feel as it goes down your throat and the bit afterwards. I love it! rofl, I wonder if real alcohol is like that, not just wine!

I go to Mexico tomorrow! We're leaving at 8 a.m.! WTF! I was like, I don't even get to sleep in!!! SUCKS, because mexico is ALL early mornings! That sucks! rofl

OMG Girly is going to end!!! I'm so sad! I love that online comic! It's sooo good though!!!! this is so frustrating! Now what am I going to read?! Stupid Girly!

I found my 'moms' calculus notes!!! A notebook and a few pages in another full of pure calculus!!! It's great! I get to learn from her ahead of time! AH! I love her!!!

Ah! I am beyond RELIEVED! My period came today! A week late but it came! That other time I mentioned it was a fluke, don't ask how, it just was, and I am so HAPPY! It's never been late this long though, I wonder what's up. Eh, I guess, I'm still a teen it happens.

Now I'm going to drink a little more, maybe a little smoke. some more destructive behavior, it's all good. EDIT: So I decided against the whole destructive behavior, I'm not going to die and nothing bad is going to happen over there! Optimism, but I can't help but think of the worst.

So there is this school I really want to go to. I mean REALLY go to. It's called Interlochen. It's a boarding school in Michigan. It's an arts academy. I love it, I fell in love with it when I read about it. I would love to go there! I mean, I love science, but music is just something that has done so much for me.

Okay, so you know when you have a song stuck in your head? I don't know about other people but I can hear an exact replica of the song in my head, the lyrics not so much, but I have the music the exact same way in my head. Well, okay imagine how you feel when you have a song stuck in your head, now imagine having a song in your head, a symphony something like Troika by Tchaikovsky or Beethoven's 5th something on that scale in detail. Now, imagine that it's a song you've never heard before but it's in your head, you can hear all the notes, you can see all the colors, the story, and only you can hear it and you can't share it with the world, this new piece of amazing music can't be shared, you can't see it or even hear it, but it's there you can hear it in your mind and it's driving you crazy that you can't share what your mind just created.

That's how I feel, all the time, I have stopped the process of me thinking about it. But I assure you if I think of a chord a symphony will be created, but I can't write it down because I'm not that advanced, I haven't learned how to identify notes, it's not a talent I've been able to acquire. I can't write down what I can hear, and it kills me because some of it will never come back. And yes, my mind has created a 20 minute orchestra before, and I've NEVER heard a cello or violin (at least at the time it happened) in person but they somehow appeared in the music in great detail. It's so FRUSTRATING. And music theory has helped me know that I'm not crazy, there are people that hear music in their head and it bothers them enough until they are forced to write it down. And I know studying music theory and music composition will help me, I'm going to take a piano class too it helps me identify notes better too. And anything that can help me learn that will interest me and Interlochen is just amazing.

So that it until I'm back from my 'vacation' Bye for several days!