Breathe Me

Homecoming week!

Was lame, lol. Nothing too interesting. Some people dressed up, nothing too fancy.

I didn't really do anything. Spirity. Lol, I'm not a fan of the school spirit things and such. Lol, I'm in the band, I think that's good enough!

The dance was yesterday, I totally skipped it. :] I didn't really want to go. My only initiative to go was to go see my friend and her not-so-new boyfriend. Lucky for me she didn't go :D

So I didn't miss anything.
It probably would have been really lame anyways, my friends are pretty lame at dances. They love to sit and not go out and dance at a dance. It's their hang out time. So what ev.

Hm... I've been watching a million youtube videos today. Lol. Man I've become addicted to it since the summer XD

I would tell you what I watch but you wouldn't be interested!

Hm... I really did have a point to posting this. I had a topic. and it's gone now... darn lol. I really don't know. Youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube youtube. Lol, I'm trying to remember what I was going to say! Lol.

Well, until I remember I shall talk about something else that has been on my mind. So I dunno. I've been thinking of making a different blog, whether it be private or public, on this same account just talking about self harm and my self harm and things like that. I dunno. I haven't decided yet. On one side I'm like It will totally help me to get these things off my chest, but on the other hand I don't know if I'm at that point where I can talk about it often and not become triggered.

Dunno, we'll see how that works out :P

My Friday was amazing! My mood was just so happy! I dunno why, I think the homecoming thing was getting to me or the fact that my incredibly horridly long ugly week of band was over. Idk.

My mood was awesome! Then it just crashed, but it's okay, because I had that one day where teh entire week SUCKED. I swear. I dunno if I talked about it already but here's the run down!

Monday- Class between 10:46-12:15 Inside Practice 3:30-6 (as usual)
Tuesday- Class 10:46-12:15 outside, Practice 5-8
Wednesday- Class 10:46-12:15 inside, Practice 1-3:30 (Early release day)
Thursday- Class 10:46-12:15(Masterclass) inside, Practice 3:30-4:30, Parade 5-6
Friday- Class 10:46-12:15 inside, Pep Rally 1:10-2:30, Practice 3:30-5 Game(including prep time) 6-11:30

I don't even want to know how much band I did this week. I would kill myself.
I did the math, A little under 26 hours. RIDICULOUS. I really hope my math is wrong on this one.

Ah! I remember I was going to rant about something, but I've changed my mind.

So that was my week. I'll talk to you guys later! Bye