Stupid Tired!

Of course, I shouldn't be on here, but I am.

This week was EFFING LONG. I'm feeling a bit better. But now my ear hurts. Everytime I swallow I'm really hoping I didn't get an infection. and it's just something that will go away, like my throat. I can sing for tomorrow! Which I am psyched for! It really kills me to not sing in choir! Since we never sing, it's so stupid. I'm used to over acheiving in music. and not doing so isn't making me get better. It is beyond frustrating.

So yesterday I had a long ass day. I woke up at 5:30 a.m. so I could leave at 6:20 so I could get breakfast (Which I did) so I could reach the grid at 7 to teach these two friends of mine their spots. 7-8:45 I did. At 9 I went to the college across the street to this room on one side of teh campus to find out I had to drive to another building I get there I go upstairs and I go to the room then I sit and the teachers lady asks for a volunteer to go back to the first room and get something that she forgot, so I go and I park at the wrong building (for the second time) and I run to the run then back to the car and drive back get there, talk about awkward period and vagina crap. And then we have to drive people back to the first room, and I do I finally park in teh right spot. They give us pizza then my UBMS director commeses to tell us we are failures for not applying for a milion scholarships and completing our college applications, or taking our tests. Then we go to another building on campus and go to the computer lab to sign up for the texas common app website. And such. Then I drive home sick as a dog at this point and my mom wants us to go to another part of town (which probably in every other city in the world is another city) to go to talk to some people. It starts raining and the point is I don't really get to go home and rest until about 5 p.m. I am exhuasted and I have no idea what I did. I can not repeat to you what I did last night. I was so out of it.

I was tired to say the least. Today I slept ALL DAY. That's a lie, I slept way longer that the day before considering I had A game Friday and didn't fall sleep until about 1:30 a.m. I woke up at 12 p.m. and I got ready to make lunch and head out to school to help decorate the area in front of the band hall for homecoming. I got there around 1:30 p.m. but is NHS asks I got there at 1, and I stayed until 6 p.m. It was fun, long but fun. btw, glitter gets old after about the 2nd hour of working with it, I got home at 6:30 ish. I rested about an hour minutes got in the shower and I was eating around 8 ish. I got everything ready I panicked and I am finally doing homework.

I have a lab report due tomorrow. I am considering not doing it. But I will be unable to do it tomorrow. Idk. Tomorrow is the last day too. But I still have Calculus and I have a test if I don't do it. I hate this. I've been busy and battling illness all week. I hate this. I guess I shouldn't have worked. But I got 5 hours to contribute to NHS now. I just need another 10 XD let's see how that works out!

UGH! I should be doing it now, but I feel so overwhelmed and I am feeling so tired.

I hate homework and Biology. I can deal with calculus, but bio lab reports are so useless in life.

Long and stupid.

I'm going to do my calclus and we'll see how much Bio I can do before I kill myself. lol not literally, ah I probably shouldn't make that joke after that last post, too soon too soon. XD never thought I'd use that phrase! hahaha

Bye guys! Thanks for distracting me again.