Mostly for those who are gay, or part gay or what ever.
Do you guys find it creepy that people with great gaydars (like my old on T.T) know your gay?
Like, before you know it, or wanted to come out, they knew?
Or with your gay friends before you came out, did you get paranoid about them knowing?
I think it's nerve racking, personally.
Considering I don't especially care if people know. But it kind of creeps me out that people know with out knowing with a gaydar.
Like the question of, do I register? Always pops into my head.
Like when I was assn. sec. leader, I cared about whether they knew or not, because I would have to touch them all the time to fix their posture or whatever, or be (what anyone who has never been in marching band) uncomfortably close to them, or have to really stare at them to make sure they were doing everything right. I think they would feel VERY uncomfortable knowing I was bi. I always wondered if they knew or whatever. Especially these two I had a crush on. The other one was a love sick fish, so she was too dense to realize. But I have always bee curious.
Or am I fucking them up like Olivia fucked up my radar? Which I would kind of enjoy.
So do you guys find it a bit creepy if you're still in the closet, or not completely comfortable with certain people knowing quite yet, or if you are out, when you were still in the closet, thinking back did you find it creepy or incredibly nerve racking?
Once again
P.S. I still love Olivia she is one BAMF.
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