On this last day of 2010, I can say it has not been my worst, but it was the second worst ever in my life, well third if you count the year I lost God.
I lost a best friend, I gained another best friend and ended up with out either. Which doesn't really bother me, anymore. I ended the school year rocky and I started the next one just as rocky and I ended it failing my first class ever.
A strange thing has occurred though, when I found out I was going to fail, it was amazing. All the weight and the stress on my life was lifted away. It was amazing, and now I have a plan for my life. Beast in all my classes, it's a new year different topics, do beast in all my classes, get accepted to colleges, and enjoy life.
In 2011 I will drive to school and back through the week, like I've wanted to for my ENTIRE high school career. I can finally do what I want. And it'll be AMAZING!
I'm worried about my english situation, but there's nothing for me to do anymore. I'll deal with it as it comes. I will practice my flute or whatever, I'll compose music. I'll bring music back to my life as number one.
I''ll live my life care free, because when I'm stressed, I close down.
I'm much happier this way, trying to love the sober life of a hipster. :D
Here I come 2011, I regret so much in 2010, but things will be totally different in 2011, even if I have to kill some one XD jk jk, I won't kill anyone(in rl).
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