A pointless talk

So, I am on Tumblr just reading peoples post, looking through new people to see if I want to follow them, and I keep seeing their significant others and posts of love and I’m sitting here like… What will it be like when I fall in love someone. Granted that usually requires you to be in a relationship.

I can’t really imagine being in love. I know I will do my best to be good to them and not my normal pusher away. Though, I assume there will be some overwhelming feeling of loss if I try and do that so sense will stop me.

Has anyone out there reading this been in some serious love before?

All I have to go off of are songs. And we all know people generally only write about their pain not their love.

I guess I have some relationships I can bounce it off. The stupid friendship me and Gil have, for instance.

Oh! A thing you guys probably know but I think I’ve said. I really really really try to stop liking some people, either because they are in relationships, they are douches, they are not good people to be in relationships, etc. I can’t however. I’ve pretty much failed every time. I just can push it to the back of my mind and try and forget it with time but I have the tendency of not getting over them until they are replaced. Unfortunately for me I haven’t found a better replacement.

It’s LAME.

Now, for more pressing topics. I just started watching the US version of Skins. It sucks. stinky hairy balls. It is SO bad. Tony is UGLY, he has an ugly voice, Effy is ugly, Jal who is Daisy in it is a trumpet player EW and doesn’t have an awesome air around her. GAY. Chris, or at least who I am assuming is Chris is ugly, not funny, and his hair is bad. And nips or Michelle is hot but I doubt she can pull of the sexy bordering on slut that Michelle had. Stanley I already hate, because of his name, it’s SID. Anwar was the final straw, his scene in the UK was way funnier and he is not as awkward looking as Anwar in the UK. I’m disappointed. Stupid US writers. I got through the lame word for word dialogue for the first like 5 minutes, but I can’t do it. It is just BAD.

BAD.

I don’t recommend it AT ALL. Watch the UK version for a better version. I can’t even imagine how they are going to do some of the scenes that happened in the UK.

Fuck. It really sucked so bad. I may not be a fan of some of the characters in the new generation in the UK, but I don’t hate any of them. The characters in the US just SUCK. At least in the UK they can act.

Ugh, I didn’t even want to see Maxxie or the lesbian in the US version. I might CRY if they make a generation 2. That’s my favorite in the funny, mental issue category. With my fav. lesbian couple. I will CRY if they butcher it. God forbid they make it to generation 3, they would completely just mutilate that one. Just chop it into little pieces.

I can’t even describe it.

Wow. Now, I’m watching this movie. Tormented, seems pretty good I’m only a bit into it.

Hm… I’m kind of curious as to how it is.

You should watch it. Pretty okay I guess.