Dear everyone I know. Stop being idiots and realize I'm gay. Please and thank you. I am slightly terrified though. I'm terrified of how my only friends here will take it. I only care about like 5-6 people knowing. Tara, Katie, Julianne, Emma, Olivia, and someone who I can't think of. And it would be slightly devastating if they were homophobes. Ah, fears of officially coming out.