Have I mentioned I love House?

Okay, I know it's been FOREVER since I last posted, and a lot has happened, but I'm not going to be able to remember it all, so I'm just going to give you guys a run down of this past week or two, or whenever I last posted.

So I've been STRESSED about my APUSH exam! I studied for the past whenever I haven't posted, and I still don't confident at all. Last night, in fact, I was so nervous, I had 3 consecutive nightmares all different situations of me failing my AP exam.

But I took it this past Friday, which is why I am beyond petrified. And you know what the worst part is, you don't get the scores until the THIRD week in JULY. It sucks, and I hate it. I really really REALLY want to pass. Not only for myself, and my future at Sarah Lawrence College, but because I want to get a good grade for Neeb(my APUSH teacher).

I only have one AP exam left. That's English. I really don't care about that one. I'm pretty sure I'll pass. I've thought I've failed the past 2 practice exams she's given us, and I've miraculously passed. So I'm aiming for the 5, I don't know what I got on the past one I'm asking tomorrow, so we'll see.

Um... I've talked to Technetium a lot these past few weeks. I have neglected several friends, mostly because they don't text first, and if they did, it's because I was too busy stressing. Now that APUSH is over I can sleep well (well, once those nightmares go away) and not care about school! JTP and APUSH exam, the two things I've been worried about all year, DONE! Stupid acronyms!

So, after the English AP exam I shall be done with caring! Until the week before Finals, when I find out which ones I'll have to take (hopefully none of them)

Then Summer! Which will be stressing! And then Senior year, I will basically die, but then that 5th six weeks I shall only study, but my grades will NO LONGER MATTER! YES! I love you school district! That will be the greatest thing ever. I swear I will make ALL A's next year. I said that last year, but I was depressed when I thought that, for the first time in a long time I am HAPPY. So, my grades are directly connected with my mood. And next year will be better. No matter who or what gets in my way.

And then college! Ah, that's a scary thought! And I know why now! Because I don't think I'm grown up enough for that. I am mature for my age I know that, I have a very good concept on things, but I just don't know if I'm ready to be on my own yet. Especially in Obama's fucked up socialist nation. I am so voting republican when the next presidential election goes on!

Um... nothing has really happened Banquet was fun, and I have another post that's in my drafts, I 'll post that tomorrow. Right now I'm sleepy! So, good night all!