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So I need to think of a topic for an informative speech. I think I'm going to fail comm. 101 No lie. I feel beyond overwhelmed. I have to remember about 10 different classes, and 10 different commitments, 7 different days in a week and all of them something different. It's a bit ridiculous. Ugh, organization. So you know Tara, right? The annoying negative attention seeking bitch? Well, she's getting. That love she needs from everyone. She's not my type of people, and yet everyone likes her. I don't know about things really. I don't go spouting out rumors or hate towards others, I don't plague others with my issues. I just keep all of that to myself or tell people I've known for more than a month. It's a bit frustrating.... I have been thinking about things. And you know this whole national coming out day? Well, if you didn't it's coming soon. So, instead of being a brave mo fo and coming out to the world. I'm just going to make sure my oldest friends know for sure. Not like I act very straight. Anyways. I don't enjoy this whole not having good friends, like the people here aren't the personality type I hang out with or approve of. Also, I need to start working out. This fall break when i'm not going to shoot myself because I'm so busy and stressed. I'm going to make a very strict schedule. And the only one I'm willing to break that schedule for, will be Julianne. And if I ever win her over, then I will schedule time for her instead of screwing with my schedule. It'll be easier when it'll be fine to know her entire schedule and not be creepy. By approve of, it doesn't mean like promiscuous or anything stupid like that. I mean, that they are pessimistic unhappy people who judge and critic. Complaining to a friend or 3 is fine. But when you start spreading rumors, I'm going to need you to shut the fuck up and remember you don't know their lives, and their life isn't meant to pass your time. Words hurt them as much as they do you. Stop making up rumors, spreading things around, and telling people things about their lives. It's people like them that make the world a shit place. People like them are the reason kids KIDS kill themselves. The reason they don't want to live life anymore because other kids learn from behaviors that it's okay to tell people that their way of life i wrong and they should be judged. Maybe I'm just a crazy liberal idiot, but I think we are all the same species, and we all have to live this life. We are all the same. It just pisses me off. The gay guy judges the christian girl who gives her perspective, the pro life kids judge the pro choice kids. The tall chubby girl judges the promiscuous skinny girls, the against drinking girl judges the girl who sleeps with several guys because she is in pain. Seriously. I'll tell you, but the girl EVERYONE is talking about, because she has a different boyfriend often and sleeps with guys. Yeah, she is adopted, she has lived in Japan away from US customs, she lives in a military family, she was sexually abused and raped when she was younger. She doesn't dress in a sexy way or revealing way, she doesn't do anything like that. So why do you think you are entitled to judging her. It's just really been on my mind because my friends won't STFU about it. It's literally been weeks. ANYWAYS! I'm so tired of school and not having everything to be prepared. So done. I can't wait until I can go home and hang out with my friends. I miss them so.