So yesterday? Lax, then stressful. I totally watched this episode (and bought it) of intervention, It was like wow, she is way better now, but wow. Yesterday I also did something that I've done before it's stupid, but I'll do it again and again, I'll probably never stop. But that's all you need to know about that.
I wrote my rough draft of my scholarship essay, after a REALLY long day. It was really informal though. I liked it to some extent and it put across what I want. It was really straight forward in that part, idk, I'll post it later when I can be bothered to type it up.
I should be doing Physics, but I'm not, I'm totally going to FAIL. Oh well, I haven't passed a test yet, so why start now?
Today I was AMAZING! Not to toot my own horn or anything, but I totally did an awesome job. So we had this AP U.S. History project, read ten articles, annotate them, answer two essay questions in essay form (2-3 pages) use the articles and cite them. Two essays, two rough drafts. So okay. I did one essay at like 11 p.m. and I started the second essay and got around half of it done. I woke up at 5 a.m. 30 minutes earlier than usual to finish my second essay, it was the longer of the two and I finished it looked it over printed both of them and caught the bus, but that's not the awesome part. I had to still do the rough drafts and annotate the articles (they were relatively short a page or two) so I started it in english, I got like a paragraph done there. But my home group are a bunch of idiot that don't understand MacBeth. I mean we were in Act 1 scene 2 and they were totally lost. I was like *head desk*. So not much done, in 3rd period I went to town! In my 45 minute class I finished writing both rough drafts I annotated the articles AND I did the correction thing on my rough draft, It was awesome. My friend Skele was liek in total shock that, me the procrastinator, finished everything with time to spare. It was like awesome. I was half paying attention in class anyways, and I answered several questions. Skele was in sincere shock, and honestly so was I. I felt hopeless, and really like crying half way through the class. I didn't think I would be able to do it. And yet I did. That's bad ass.
That was my adventure for the day.
Soubi is still being a bastard. I want to say I really don't care, but I do, I hate it. THREE people asked me today something about him. Donk asked me if it was going to last any longer while walking to 4th. Dull asked me if I knew what was up with him during class. Martinez asked me where he was and to tell him to be there. People I am TRYING TO FORGET HIM! Stop asking! I know he's not going to try, and I'm tired of trying, so this isn't going to end well. He probably think I don't care anymore, and that I've been lying the whole time. Ugh, if only he knew. If it hasn't sounded like it, I really care about him, he was my best friend, I can relate so much to him. But I have to forget him, if not it'll hurt... more...
So I'm talking to everyone and putting a smile on my face and laughing at all the jokes and attempt to act normally. Because I REALLY hate when people ask, "Are you okay?". I have a blog from like a few months ago when like A MILLION PEOPLE asked me, "Are you okay?" I almost smacked someone. If you need to know, I'll tell you. But honestly, I'm not going to tell anyone. So how about you not even try, population. My problems go down deep.
Anything else? I don't think so. Oh! I have a sore throat and we are working on aural skills and singing tomorrow, oh joy, this is not going to go over well.
Skele=Bob(Anthony Luu) Dull= No idea XD
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