Ah the night

It's a very not good thing for me to be awake at late hours at night. One, I have great ideas, however my literary sense is pretty shit since my mechanical skills are pretty drowsy.

Also, because I get extremely bold and extremely sad.

I'm not sure why, I just do.

I think about all the things I don't have, all the things I want to have(like in my life, not like materiialistic things).

Also, forgive my shit tyoing and allt he typos I'm not exactly looking at the screen or at the keyboard much. I'm just sitting here half typing and just saying in my head what I'm going to type.

It always makes me feel like shit to think about all the stupid things I don't have because I know tehere are people out there with pretty shit lives.


I just got done speaking to my friend for like 3-4 hours over skype, the phone, and text because we were trying to play minecraft together. Whch we did end up doing. However, I was like, laggy for no real reason it was a bit aggravating.

I'm a fan of drowning in my own sorrow. I really try. I really fucking try to not and look at the up side at everything. I really try because it makes everything better, and it makes exiisting just better.

Well, wow. Yeah. Man, if I were ever drunk and it were late at night, I would for sure be a completely honest person.

I don't exactly ever tell anyone that I'm not particularily fond of guys and I very much prefer girls. I just let them assume, they all claim to have great gaydars, so yyeah.

I think it's kinda funny, they haven't said anything to me, I'm sure tehy wouldn't care.

I talked to my friend about Olivia pretty much the only irl lesbian I know, and I told her I didn't see her becoming a lesbian. And she was like, how did you not see that coming.

You have to understand. This girl sucked a guys dick on teh bus cominng back from UIL in 8th grade, on a populated bus.

She fucked numerous guys in the summer before high school. Through out 9th grade, she drank a lot and did a bunch of drugs she talked abot dick and guys all the time to the 'perverts' like her. And then I began seeing a change in 10th grade and that''s when she came out. I was pretty shocked when I realized because I meaan, come on!

It was generally out of no where. Le sigh, I thought she was gay in 9th grade but she kept talking about fucking these guys and teh photos of guys and ugh. It was extremely confusing. Extrmely mixed signal and she broke my gaydar. Thanks.

It's all good now though. And I still think Jacque is gay, I give her like a little under a year and yeah.

Yeah yeah yeah. Ah, nightie night my friends!