Unusual Twist of Conversation

I'm in the mood to sing!

Other than the fact that my life is stupid boring and nothing has actually happened the past few days(like that ever stops me XD), yesterday my hands were shaking all day, as if I were nervous or on like some type of withdrawal, so I couldn't actually type coherently or really do anything. I bought some breakfast and while I was getting my money out I could grab the change out of my wallet because my hands were shaking too much, it really sucked.

The past few days have been shit really. Shit because they've been boring. Thursday I took my final, I got a 96 on it and my final grade in the class was a 93 :/ an A at least.

I've played a lot of minecraft. I've finished my walls and roof and water wheel areas along with lighting. Now I just need to decide what else to actually do. As in build. Like there is just so much you can do XD

I've been so bored lately. I haven't actually talked to anyone but my mother and a few friends while discussing when we're going to go watch Harry Potter 7:2.

Needless to say I'm bored. I want to have one on one conversations or hang out with someone or several people. I'm bored and in need of social interaction. Or at least someone to text. My conversations usually go like this.

Hey

Oh hi!

How are you?

Doing fine. How about you?

I've been doing great.

That's good!

How's life?

Good, you?

Same.

Anything interesting?

Nah not really, hung out with some people, shopped, and stuff.

Oh cool! Anything awesome?

Lists few things.

-I get distracted for like an hour or they stop texting-

End of convo.


or the stupid.

Hey

Hey.

What's up?

Nothing much you?

Same. Wanna hang out tonight?

Nah not really.

Oh come on.

Nope I'm good.

I have some -insert booze-.

No I'm fine thanks.

Come on, I have nothing better to do, I'll just end up -insert mundane thing-

It's fine. I'm okay here.

-Continues begging and either gives up or ends up trying to come over physically-



You may be thinking, "Wtf?! You want to hang out and you like to drink, why are you hanging out?!

Well my dear readers, this conversation is really only ever held with one person, though it has happened with other guys too, unfortunately.

When this person texts me it means one thing and one thing only, no matter how the conversation starts or what he tries to convince me it's about. It means he wants to have sex. Whether he 'convinces' me by getting me drunk or 'loose' (which it takes a stupid amount of booze, my brain doesn't cloud easily).

When I was younger and more easily overrun by my hormones I would accept or ask him to come over. Because let's face it. Sex is both fun and makes you feel great. If you've never had sex, it's both fun and makes you feel good. That's casual sex. For like passionate sex, I'm assuming it's fun, makes you feel great, and you have a deeper connection.

Now, I'm like no. I'm good, please gtfo.

Why the change of heart? One, he is always tired. So it gets annoying when I have to worry about him falling asleep on the middle of the floor or in bed or in my chair.

He is never well taken care of. So he's either hungry, thirsty or low on the blood sugar. So that gets annoying. Especially when my parents pester me every five seconds.

He also isn't very good. It got old. Apparently he's gotten 'better'. I'm assuming he still sucks. I can live with out it.

Also, he's a guy. I'm pretty much done with guys for a long while.

They are too easy to please. I like the challenge or being challenged. Pretty much all guys have the same buttons and by buttons I mean their dick. Several of them hate being touched anywhere but there.

That's not fun.

You can make a girl come that fast too, but with girls you can play with so many more things. There's of course the neck, the area around the neck, the breasts, the nipples themselves, their inner thigh, their labia, their clit, the actual vagina, their g-spot, and pretty much touching them anywhere when they are wired on feelings, emotion, and pleasure.

Much more fun, much more interesting especially if you do it the first time. Because then you have the pleasure of discovering their unique hotspots.

Guys? It's their dick, moaning, boosting their ego, panting softly when they're supposed to be 'thrusting hard', and other small things like that. It's generally one track. If they're very good you don't actually mind boosting their ego or whatever and everything else actually happens naturally, it's not manufactured to make them actually pleasure you.

The list for just hotspots is pretty much longer than everything about guys. The little things is just exponentially longer for girls.



Yeah. Okay, this went way longer and into a subject I was not planning on XD


All in all, my life is boring, unless you count the random conversations where a guy wants to fuck me as interesting, which I don't they go in my 'annoying' list.