Saturday, July 30, 2011

Mhmm

I should start following more people, it's very awkward that I'm the only one on my Blogger feed.

Anyways. I'm in this sort of damn... I forgot the word. Like suspension of time and space.

I can't really do anything.

I feel trapped in a sense.

I'm really hoping college breaks me out of this.

It's frustrating.

I only know the same people. I hold the same feelings for the same people and it's getting old. For me.

I haven't really told anyone I like girls.

Karen knows for sure. When or how I told her, I don't remember. But I know she knows. Kristine possibly knows. I'm not too sure.

It's kind of a burden.

I mean. I know I like girls. It's a bit bothersome that I don't feel right calling myself bisexual. Mostly because for me it's a 75 25 percent thing. I can't really call myself a lesbian though. It's very confusing. So I just say I like girls because it's assumed that a girl likes boys.

I don't know.

To put it simply I like girls along with boys. I tend to prefer girls but I still like boys too.

I don't really know. Unfortunately the world is just so stupidly complicated. Why can't people just like everyone with out it being a big deal.

People are stupid.

Ugh.

Anyways.

Minecraft! Is basically my ... I forgot this word too. My vocabulary is disintegrating before my eyes!

It's my buffer for all my anxiety in a way. I'm just concentrating on it.

It's pretty ridiculous.

Anyways. I'm done. I shall speak to you guys later!

And if you need someone to speak to about anything I'm always here, whether it be here in my comments via email or by phone call or via text. I'm here for you whenever you need it.

1 comment:

  1. It's okay. I say, go with whatever feels right. I'm more of a 10-90 split, in favor of girls, so I call myself a lesbian but there are a few guys that I wouldn't mind dating for a while, just to feed my curiousity.

    It all depends on you.

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