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THIS IS SO AWESOME! I LOVE THIS PHOTO, I JUST FOUND IT LIKE NOT EVEN 2 MINUTES AGO, lol.

So yeah, Spring break started officially today. But I really, REALLY, hate long breaks, because teachers use that as an excuse to dumps a load of homework on us, including projects from months ago. Like the Junior Theme Project. So the teachers get a break from grading and that shit, while they leave their students to have no break and only do their homework for the 9 days they have off. I hate long breaks. It's not even stress fucking free.

So I told 'Tel (a friend on the bus) about me hating bastard and how much of a douche bag he is. It's funny though, she was a little freaked when I told her about all the violent thoughts I had towards him the first few days after he broke the friendship. It really wouldn't be bothering me this much IF he didn't totally fucking lie his ass off during our fight. I have told several friends about our argument and have shown them the texts, and every time I get to the part where he said I couldn't 'accept' that he had changed, they all interrupted me and asked me "What change?" SO I'M NOT THE ONLY FUCKING ONE! He was being a bitch because I asked during the fight, and he got really pissy and probably the turning point, but he was being a drama king/fag. I have no problem with gay people, trust me I don't, but he was being a fag.

But I honestly have no one to rant to, except this blog. I used to be able to talk to Lithium(I'm changing all the names to elements, except bastard, because he's a douche), but she's going through her own shit right now, so I'm not adding on to it.

Oh!!! Man, he is attempting to piss me off, and it's SO obvious. He talks to our mutual friend in Theory before I get to him. He prefers me though, mostly because no one honestly likes bastard. And today he loitered infront of my Pre-Cal class making my friend chipper, total b.s. he doesn't know shit. I swear I am going to be SO glad when Tungsten breaks up with him. One, because Tungsten is way to good for him, and two because it will be great seeing him have no one. I know that sounds really harsh, but he will have brought it upon himself. I told him why people usually don't like him, he didn't accept it and just told me people are stupid. He has this thing where he HATES the male population because of his daddy issues and his insecurity.

But yeah, I need something to change, life is becoming boring. Change of scene much!

I have nothing else to say, so bye!

Oh! I just found out that Sarah Lawrence College (a college that has been emailing me and sending me a bunch of mail, is a good school! I was writing it off as another lame college just spamming me. Wow, was I wrong. And they are a KICK ASS SCHOOL! I want to attend there now, lol.