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So on my journey to reaching 100 posts, I decided I shall post another blog, so I did say I was going to watch Bandslam, and I did, but the following is not directly related to anything I saw.

So, one, I really need to buy a guitar, I was obsessed with buying one a few years back. I wanted the bass, because I sincerely thought it was the coolest thing ever. I really want one though, it's one of those instruments I want to learn how to play, along with the piano, the violin, and a reed instrument, maybe brass idk. But I need to save up for one! I would love to include guitar in one of my later compositions.

Two, my music playlist is getting OLD. It's the same old music, I used to upload maybe 10 bands/artists a week or at least month, now it's like one a MONTH. That is so lame. People wonder how I got 2500+ songs, well it's because I see someone suggest it, or I hear the name somewhere, and I decide to youtube or lala one, then I decided whether they are worth it, and even if it's iffy, I continue on the journey and download their songs. I mean, like 20 at least. Still doesn't explain the 2500+ (actually I think 3000+ I haven't gotten the others off my other computer.) in the summer when I had no life, I would look up bands, or Pandora a band that no one had ever heard of (or no one cared to hear then) and I would see their related artists. And man, have I known some bands that blew UP, before they were even close to famous, they all blend now, but man. Awesomeness. Omg, like System of a Down, maybe they're not HUGE, but around my friends, NO ONE (basically) knew about them in middle school, when I first heard them, and now my whole arrangement of friends know about them. Or, Muse, or 3DG(whom I'm absolutely obsessed with btw).

Three, I so need to meet new people. You may ask, why does she never really talk about her friends in her posts, or why does she obsess over one or two, well I have very few actual friends, the others I would call acquaintances. And the friends I do have pretty much are lame. No offense friends! But come on. You guys are dry, you talk about the same things over and over and over again. The drama is the same, there is nothing spicy. I mean talking about video games/anime/whether or not you're going to the next con MONTHS away sure is interesting the first few times around but we are TEENAGERS! We are supposed to be reeking havoc and doing things we're not supposed to be doing! And I wouldn't count the occasional 'truancy' or walking REALLY slow to class, or listening into gossip as risky. This is why bastard and me got along, we planned things to do, but you know life gets in the way, and by life I mean his girlfriends, or the lack of transportation. But we at least planned and KNEW our lives were boring. And if you guys are happy the way you are, well then don't let me damper your fun. But I (imagine the 'I' being lower case, and me capitalizing the 'I' for emphasis) need something fun. In my terms. That used to be fun when I was in 6th grade and I didn't know what cussing was, or what I was watching was anime, and you guys were 'bad' for knowing what yaoi was or hentai THAT was exciting, but I'm 16 going on 17 and you guys haven't changed, and I have, I changed a long time ago, and that's why I've distanced myself.

That was a long paragraph!

Four, seriously UPDATE MY PLAYLIST. My goal from the beginning was to reach 10,000 or filling my ipod up to the max.(which back then it was)

Hahaha, wow, I just figured out that when I read a post where some chick is trying to write spanish(whether it be grammatically correct or not) I read it all broken up like an idiot chicana or like Neon XD I never realized it before.

I FINALLY cleared my desk! But I've been sneezing like mad ever since I started and even when I was finished! I don't think I've ever sneezed so much, it's like 3 on average per minute. Like I'll be calm one moment and go crazy the next.

Oh I didn't mention before, I don't hate myself today (yesterday now, technically)! It's pretty great. I've never been at ease with it, even now I'm not, but the hate is not seeping into my pores. Which is a good thing I guess!

Man, spring break is almost over!!! That is so lame... hahaha, I love the WGLG board, the girls on there have the most awesome siggy's and the pictures they have are officially coolness (OH COME ON! My spell check accepts 'coolness' but not 'awesomeness' I had to add it!)

Sneaker Pimps, are officially the bombdiggidy. Yes... I just said bombdiggidy. I love learning about awesome bands. Yay for youtube videos!

Don't you just love it when you randomly find someone basically staring at you, or you strike up a conversation with someone and they act all sheepish? Once I was at Office Depot(I think) and I was buying things for school, and I was buying a rubber band ball(best investment EVER) and the person at the register told me about how they played with the ball in their free time(when someone didn't buy it) and the way they acted while they just randomly said it was so adorable! I was like, yeah, I know, they are totally awesome, but I swear person would not look at me in the eye, it was so funny. I was like aw, person would be a great friend +.

I always have random encounters with people like that. And it's always fun.

So I'm basically writing all my thoughts here because, it's almost 4 a.m. and there is nothing but infomercials on t.v. if I turned it on to skim through the channels. And, it's 4a.m. and I always forget my random thoughts. I've had the best conversations when I've been half asleep, and I've gotten in trouble all the same XD

This and gURL is keeping be entertained while Sneaker Pimps is on in the back ground.

One day I'll be brave and say everything there is to say about me, but man, right now I'm a coward! haha, man. I feel like being truent on Monday, but I don't know if- OMFG I HAVE A PHYSICS TEST ON MONDAY AND I HAVE NOT FINISHED THOSE WORKSHEETS SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT! I am going to fail worse than usual! I sucked up the extra credit... man, shit... crap. Oh well... I'm failing, if I remember tomorrow I'll work on them. So to continue my original thought, I can't be truent because of this stupid test, I was going to say I don't know whether I have useless Med. Term or Physics on Monday, and we both now know what I have on Monday.

I think I'm giving up(for now) on trying to not do that bad habit(hahaha, dresden dolls, I have way too many songs -_-) I think I'll just continue until an alternative or things take a turn for the better, I think my life will improve in not worrying about it all the time, well, I'll have a different problem, but let's not worry about that at 4 a.m./right now. Wow, that sounds so hopeful, it's really not. lol.