Alright, I haven't said anything in awhile. I've thought about it, because I just like to document these things, because I need to remember my terrible grammar which will probably only get worse with my age and what I did through out my past. It's kind of like a public diary which will trigger memories of the more deeper issues going on that I don't ever talk about on here. I know shocker, it seems like I write everything down here, but I don't. It's just enough for me to remember these things. One thing I am doing new is that I am teaching myself to type correctly. It is extremely difficult for me, because of this keyboard, which is my mom's, and is slightly smaller than mine. Luckily for me, I realized that I remember keys due to reference points. I like it. I'm trying to learn two things at once. To type with out looking down. I don't need to. But it's a force of habit. So, if my thoughts are jumbled more than usual, that's why. OMG I HATE BACKSPACE!!! WHAT FINGER DO YOU USE?!?!?!? I am hating my typing right now. This is frustrating!!! But it'll help me in the long run. FML, seriously. Anyways. Frustration is immense right now. So. First thing is. Fuck this typing thing. DAMMIT! I CAN'T!!! I'VE INFECTED MY TYPING SKILLS!!! THE FUCK!!! UGH!!! Anyways, I''m about five seconds away from going teo finegrs. You're just going to get the most frustratiing typos ever because I'm done. So, when I was younger, since I can remember, I've never thought abouut weddings. I've never planned one, I've never even fantisised about it. (spelling mistakes are typos because I usually go back and fix them but like I said, fuck it. So, weddings, I've never thought about it. Not like others. Like, I don't even know where to start. I imagine light. That's it. Not particularily white but I just see light. Anyways. So, I'm going to sound like a major nerd. Just a WARNING before I say all of this. I started playing minecraft again. And I downloaded this mod because I made this awesome house plan picture and stuff. But I don't want to work on it until I get a 1.3 world. Because the updates wwill be insane and I need a lot of different resources from all the biomes. ANYWAYS! I saw this mod and it's a fmaily mod. In the sense that the mod makes the testificates(people) into actual people with names and stuff, essentially they aare still useless, except they can get married and have kids, if you arrange it. So, the character, you can too. And you can have gay marriages and you can have kids and they do things for you and they can do chores for you and be extra inventory and yeah. It's pretty cool and is getting me through the time between now and 1.3. So, I got married once and I was like, nope. Then I got divorced, and then I married this chick who was the gayest adorable looking one. But the second time I was like... I need to make something to pass the time. And one of the programmed lines during the engagement time is, "It'll be a beautiful wedding with all our friends, right?" and I'm like... dammit. I need to make this awesome. So I made this large area outside of the village/town and I went slightly all out, considering my few resources. I'm also stocking up, I'm gathering resources in other worlds so I can just edit them into the my new world because it's frustrating waiting for 1.3 because of all the new features. So, The wedding was nice, I made a large path from town to my wedding area and the path was covered and then the wedding area was large and it had seats for everyone, there was a raised area for us and the back drop was like a water feature with this large pixel flower and a backdrop and a waterfall over the flower. And a path from the end of the actual path, that was the walking area to the like place where you get married. So... What I realizzed is that, I will go all out on a wedding, if I do it for someone else to make them happy, even though it meant nothing in the actual game I was just like let's make this something because I have nothing to do. Until 1.3 So. Realization, I am the pleaser and the I will do things that I would otherwise think are pointless and unneccesary to make my girlfriend/wife happy. I'm ridiculous. Anyways. I had something else but this typing pissed me off to the point of forgetting it. OH! Man... I have a few games on my steam that I haven't touched ever, or in a long time that I really want to play and I can't. It's the most frustrating thing in the world. I'm just like UGH!!! Like, Sanctum. I've watched a few people play it on Youtube, but I really want to try it myself, because I like shooter games, I like SOME fps games. They are fun. Like, TF2 which just came out with Meet the Pyro. DID NOT DISAPPOINT! I loved it! I was creeped out and all gushy at the same time. The Valve sense of humor is beautiful. It was so creepy XD And there are games in one of the first Humble Bumble Game Pakcs that I didn't touch. I only bought the pack because it was cheap and went to charity. I want to try those. And I has a few RPG's I still need to finish/play. For now I only have a laggy minecraft to play. and youtube. Which, I love youtube. A little too much, I have much love and respect for a lot of the people I have subscribed to. My speech and stuff is getting influenced by them and OMG You know that song OOOOHHH OOHHHH SOMETIMES!!! I GET A GOOD FEELING!!! YEAHH!!!! AND I [SOMETHING] NEVER EVER FELT BEFORE. Song. Well... listen to it again and when the singer goes "Sometimes I get a good feeling" Imagine "Something I gotta go pee pee" Mind BLOWN! I will never hear that song the same way again,, because it works with the song. It's creepy. Okay, now really. I'm going. I have more to say so I'll like the topics down bellow and hopefully I'll remember to reference this post for next time -Obamacare -Poorness -Non-biased -Voting -Tumblr -Music -Youtube -Job