Destroying my gaydar one awesome person at a time.

Alright, I initially opened this post for a reason, but as I waited for this page to load I watched this video on youtube that I knew I was going to regret immediately. I do. It's this video called, "Huge Cyst removal" It was so disgusting. i'm still frowning in disgust. EEWWWWWW Don't watch it. Just don't it's gross. I mean, I don't feel nauseous but I don't want to think about the topic I want to talk about right now. I'll just take a small break before I start writing my next topic. Okay. I've had an entertaining youtube video to get my mind off the above On to the actual topic at hand. I am SO frustrated with the awesome girls who have no problem talking about their lesbian friends because they are just normal people and they are like duh they are normal jeez. Because I CAN'T TELL IF THEY ARE GAY OR NOT! They throw my gaydar for a loop. I mean hipsters stir up some problems but awesome accepting girls. I'm just like... Do I just WANT them to be gay, therefore I'm making them gay in my mind? Or are they gay and I just don't know? I love them so much for being awesome and accepting and treating everyone equally as it should be, but in this transition period where there is a small chunk of people who make no qualms about the life of someone who is gay and a large majority of those accepting are gay themselves, it's just reallyl hard to tell and my gaydar is thrown for a loop. Like Doder from Youtube. Beautiful Oregon girl. Oregon is a very accepting place a shit ton of cool kids and gay kids live there. It's a very liberal and happy accepting place. Like... I can't tell. She talked about her lesbian friend, which she never said but she was unless she misspoke the entire Vlog. And she did it with no hesitation that involved the friend liking girls, just the awkward should I tell this story or how should I start this so I don't sound like teh bad guy in this story hesitation. So, I can't tell if she's an awesome girl or gay. I kept thinking she was. But her personal life is not at all displayed. So I don't know. I half want her to be gay, I half want her to just be that awesome. I don't even know!