Fingers crossed for a job.

Okay, man. Wow. So! I think that I am going to get the job.. I really don't want to jinx it because I really want this job and really need it. I'm seeing the lady on Monday. She called today and she said she really liked me but she wanted to make sure I am prepared to work there, and honestly I will do whatever which is good because the Blockbuster is high maintenance. I want it to work out, I really do. Man. Dammit. I just want at least this one thing to just work out. At least this. Damn me and this dream of getting into a low paying job. I can't even. Maybe I'll find a nice side job that'll give me some income. Bleh. I think I need caffeine and by caffeine I mean coffee. I haven't had any since I got back or the day before or the week before that fuck mayn. I need coffee. It's what I function on. Urgh. Second paycheck. If I get a job. *fingers crossed* I hope.