Today

Okay... So... I don't know what's up. I guess this is what normal people experience emotions wise. I think I'm okay. I know I'm okay. I;m just a bit weirded out. So! Today, I had a job call back and I signed my papers and I should start work next week *crosses fingers* and it should be sweetness. I actually finally made a gaming channel. There's nothing on there, but it's been created so I have no excuses now. Just the not having a laptop that can handle any actual games. Except VBA games, and Nintendo is a bitch about emulators so I have to find a way to fake making it seem like I'm actually playing a game on a gamecube using like teh gameboyplayer adapter thing. Or, I can just wait and play actual games I own. I dunno, we'll see. I don't really remember what games I have on Steam anymore. Anyways, so that's done. Then, as I was walking into my future job this guy was walking outside and asked me about my shoes and he basically hit on me. He even gave me his card. He claimed just to hang, but he was hitting on me. For sure. It was kind of weird, I've never been hit on by a complete stranger, people I know yes, complete and total stranger no. But he was like in his 20's maybe late 20's so it's not going to happen, teh contacting part. But he does this music thing and it's not to bad from teh little I listened to today. Pretty interesting. So, that was a good sign walking in to the future job. So after waking up pissed that my alarm didn't wake me up, things worked out for the best. Dodger had a livestream and it was pretty geat and made some awesome things but it was 12 hours long from 2pm to 2am and I woke up at 12 to get ready to leave at 1:30 to get to my appointment at 2. By 2:30 I was back. I laughed a lot. And I didn't realize I didn't laugh anymore. I haven't laughed truly and heartly in a long time. It's so weird. I feel light and happy and like things are just working out for me, I'm just kind of waiting for that terrible thing to happen that will completely destroy me. But I want to just enjoy this. I'm so behind on my youtube though. I'm going to have to catch up on today and tomorrow. And that's a solid 7 hours at least not counting Tuesday. Better than tv though. I'm also watching a Diablo 3 play through and it's awesome but if you know Diablo 3 or Diablo games at all, it is fucking long. Act 1 took them like 7 hours counting all the technical issues of Diablo 3 servers not working. I still have like a day of that left I believe. This'll be fun but I want to know how things go down. I really do. I already know what happens I just dono't know how or why or anything surrounding what happens. I'm completely okay with my sexuality and the world. Like, it's insane. I am psyched about the worl dright now. I'm extremely excited about this one thing. I'm not going to talk about it yet, in case things don't work out but I am excited if it works but I'm sad about the situation. It'll make more sense in a week or two if this work out. If not you'll just never hear about it again blog! Today has been pretty great! And Blockbuster is doing some awesome things with incentives. LIke if I sell 40 blue passes I get $120. If I sell a DISH Network Contract I get $50 dollars, also candy bundles and used movie bundles. Not counting the 10 movies I get for free a week and I can pre order movies and get them when they get out. I'm pretty psyched about life right now! Kind of not looking forward to all the school drama.