I went to work today. I got like 8 hours, which is pretty sweet. My feet are killing me though. I forgot what it was like to stand for an entire shift. But, fuckin 'ell man! Awesome sauce job. My manager is so fucking chill, and so are the workers. She even invited me out to smoke with the rest of the group. Best boss EVER! However, the day was not all shits and giggles, I fell asleep around 8a.m., yeah I know shut up. And I woke myself up at noon because I needed to fix my sleeping schedule, so my plan was to exhaust myself to the point where I NEEDED to sleep early. However, plans did not pan out that way. I was called by my manager telling me that I had work today at 5p.m. and I was like okay. It was 3 at the time. What wasn't awesome sauce is that I felt so fucking nauseous. It's the second or third time it;s happened to me. I think it's from being to hot. Kind of like when you're doing a lot of activity in the sun and then you go to drink water but it's fucking hot too but you can't just not drink it. Then you feel fucking terrible and like throwing up. It was like that. and my mom made these awesome quesadillas for me before I left to work but the smell itself almost made me throw up several times. It was just the smell of food. I don't know why. So, I packed them up in a zip lock bag and left them in my room for until I came back and I stopped feeling like shit. So, 4 hours of sleep, I ate at 1p.m., I left for work at 4:30p.m., I smoked at 12a.m., and I just ate at 1a.m. Needless to say the nicotine that would have slightly overwhelmed me due to lack of smoking in the past months was multiplied by like 20 thousand that I felt severely dizzy and calm and tired. I was like. Fuck man. But I didn't want to let on that I was so fucking tired. However! I did find out that my lungs store smoke pretty well if I breathe properly(like the way we were born breathing not the shit we do now). I walked in after we were smoking and I would see smoke escape my mouth if I exhaled all the way. It was pretty funny to me. Though, I was running on almost no sleep and no energy and a long cigarette worth of nicotine. They were my mom's brand though, and I don't like it Marbolo. Ewww. But my other choice was menthol camels, the type my roommate smoked and I really didn't like those. I'm a pure smoke smoker. I do it so seldomly that I get the unfiltered cigarettes. That way i get ALL the bad in one or two that I smoke. Hardcore bro! LAWL just kidding, but I do smoke the hard stuff, at least that's what my smoking friends tell me. It takes a while to get used to it because when smoking filtered cigarettes you have to suck in more to get it through the process. So when you switch to unfiltered you choke and cough the first time because you get so much for so little effort. It's beautiful really, and the smoke it a lot whiter. ANYWAYS. Just thought I would share. Now I'm going to go get some water and something small to eat and then let it settle then sleep my ass off. Until 10 when I wake up for work at 12.