Okay, now before I get distracted on fanfiction again I'll talk about stuff. I've been in a ridiculously foul mood these past few days. Everything was angering me. It was like the feeling of being so overwhelmingly depressed swallowed by sadness, but except of sadness it was pure anger. All I could think of was throwing shit, breaking things, yelling, screaming, running, destroying. It was pretty bad. I don't know why or what it was. It was ridiculous and I hated it. I have enough things to be angry about. Fucking Hulu charging me $8.95 when I fucking suspended my account then getting over draft fees of $35 and now a nice extra $35 to tack onto that because I couldn't pay the fucking $41 dollars. I'm in a nice -$76 right now. Let's not forget that someone stole my debit card number and tried to commit fraud on me, but unfortunately for that dick fuck I had nothing in my fucking account. So I had to get a new fucking card. Then two of my old good friends are getting married to fucking young and rushed and they don't realize they are being fucking wankers. I mean seriously what the fuck. One is being controlled by just another boyfriend who was in teh right place at the right time and the other is on some god rant and getting married to the only guy so far in her teen years who hasn't fucked her over. I have nothing against love and not one inch of me is jealous because I don't want what they have because they don't fucking have true love. So one of them is going to get divorced and the other will live miserably until she gets out of this idiotic god phase that she is allowing control upon her life. You know what pisses me off? Fucking "religious beliefs". Like what the fuck is that fucking phrase. Be as fucking religious as you want and don't shove it down others throats but the moment you say "I'm not doing this or this because of religious beliefs" or "Because of my religious beliefs" So immediately everyone is like "Oh, religious beliefs I don't want to mess with that shit man" NO! What the fuck are you saying, "religious beliefs" is a bullshit excuse. I ask them too. I ask them, "why do you believe that" and THEY SAY BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING BIBLE! OR BECAUSE MY FUCKING PREACH ASSHOLE BITCH SAID SO!!! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN FUCKING SAYING! Capitalization does not even begin to describe the RAGE I experience when I think about this. Can you imagine? You are basing your entire belief over a book and if it didn't exist you wouldn't feel bad killing, lying, cheating, or stealing. Your entire being is a lie. I can understand if you say, well I saw the reasoning behind killing each other off because though the bible is saying it because back then we needed all the humans to reproduce and keep the population in existence. Also, it invokes a great sentimental push towards the families of those who were killed as opposed to those who just simply died to natural causes. The great climax of Jesus being nailed to a wooded cross and being displayed to the population so they could watch the character some had grown so attached to die. Also, there is a great emotional anguish when you discover it was because of feelings such as greed and envy. Now after analyzing this and then further watching tv shows and the news where those being murdered creates great sadness in me because I can only barely imagine the pain they are experiencing. Therefore, I believe killing is bad and so are other things such as cheating, lying, being greedy, and overly confident. It is better to stay humble and have nothing. THAT I CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND! THAT IS AN APPROPRIATE ANSWER TO MY FUCKING QUESTION! WHEN ALL YOU FUCKING SAY IS "IT'A BECAUSE THE FUCKING BIBLE INSTRUCTED ME THEREFORE GOD WISHES FOR ME NOT TO KILL PEOPLE" TELLS ME YOU ARE A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH WHO WOULD MURDER AND TORTURE OTHER FOR PLEASURE IF A FUCKING BOOK DIDN'T TELL YOU NOT TO! I wish fucking religion didn't fucking exist. Maybe then we would live in a world where people wouldn't be brainwashed into thinking there is only one way to think. I fucking hate religion. It's idiotic and was only created so idiots didn't go around killing people even more. If god was so fucking perfect who wouldn't have created a defective species that needed to be controlled. If god loved his children he wouldn't have created something that hurts anyone of his children and not let it be fixed. So fuck you religion and fuck all the people who believe in that shit. If it makes you sleep better at night that there is going to be a fucking place for you in a magical place in the sky where you will always be happy, then woop dee do for you. Where I live you fucking die and you rot. There isn't a happily ever after for everyone. Unless you create it yourself. You will only live this one life no matter how much you want to live another one. And if I'm wrong then I'll spend eternity hell happy I'm not in a place with delusional cunts, it'll be more interesting in fucking hell. That's it I'm done. I've insulted a great majority of the population now but I don't give a fuck. You can suck my dick.