Interesting...

So wow... these past few months or so, I've been experiencing symptoms of what I associated with passing out and such.

That will tie into the story in a second. I just took a shower and I started experiencing those feelings and I half still am. I got on the computer like 10-20 minutes after I got out of the shower, when I started feeling a bit better. I looked it up to see if it had anything with me giving a double red cell donation, because it came more often after I gave blood.

I found absolutely nothing, except that I gave a double red blood cell donation. n the side I saw depression symptoms just for fun, to see if I was doing any better(which I'm not) and I was aggravated that they tied it in with having your period so I changed the page, to physical symptoms then I was about to close out of the page when I saw emotional symptoms and I was like... what the hell let's look at it.

I'm reading it all applies blah blah blah, but there was anxiety, and I was like, that doesn't apply. Then I realized I have no actual idea what the real definition is, I just tie it into panic attacks, which can be part of having anxiety but not the point. So I decided to google it to see what it was, so I could officially strike it out as the one symptom that does NOT apply to me.

Then I read through an article I found and read the symptoms. And I realize what I've been experiencing is anxiety. Now, I was in extreme denial, that was the ONE thing not wrong with me. So I denied it. Then I kept reading to see if it didn't apply to me, of course I found out my panic attack idea of anxiety was wrong and partially correct.

Anyways, I thought back to what was happening when all those symptoms were happening, and I realized I was either stressed beyond belief, overwhelmed, nervous, and, dare I say it, scared. I was experiencing an overwhelming negative emotion, and yes, I am not in COMPLETE denial, I'm still iffy, so I am going to research it some more, but I will be partially relieved if it is just anxiety, then I don't have to be scared about it being something more serious.

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