This is also yesterday, I just needed to sleep, but I wanted to comment on something that was a bit odd XD
I have to say, even though my day is ruined.
I do have to mention this. There is this girl in my section for region band. She sat next to me when we were auditioning. She seemed cool, I was just stressed, as was everyone..
So my 'dar is broken, but I can still pretend it works :D
I was getting the gay vibe from her. And I won't lie I was insanelt attracted to her these past few days, and was has kept me from killing myself and/or walking out on practice.
Her tone is super manly (in my musical mind) it is deep, tough, and has great contrasts (her vibrato was strong and unafraid, and was her playong, when she did something wrong she played loud and proud and then became embarrased. It was cute.
Again I was supr attreacted to her, but the topper was that, her school has everyone wear a suit.
So when she came in she had her huge tuxedo shirt on and a jacket way too big for her, her tie and pants. I was like... that looks suprisingly good on her, it's actually kind of sexy XD
And like, at the end of the day while in the middle of my concert I was sitting there counting my insanely long rests, and I was like... I wonder what would happen if I were to walk up to her today after the concert as she stands next to wall and I were to close in and kiss her. And then I had to shake those thoughts away, because I would have been so bad for me to not come in on time during our song.
Yeah.. It was so odd. I never really think about things like that, I blame myself for giving whole platelets or whatever yesterday and then working all day yesterday. I'm actually really ot of it
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