This week!

Yesterday I hung out with Gil!

It was fucking fun! We went to sonic and then went to go eat in some park next to the court house (I HAD NO IDEA IT EXISTED!!!).

It was a great place, We talked about EVERYTHING, I am insanely open with him and I know he understands me and I understand him. It's great thing we have going.

Now, after the park I drove him home and we hung out in his room talking. He was in bed and I was sitting there on his bed. We talked about several topics.

The most memorable being we discussed our preferred party of pokemon.

Mine of course being, Charizard, Fearow, Vaporeon, blazekin, chikorita, mr. mime.

If I could only have one starter and only choose from the first 150 pokemon.

Charizard, Fearow, Vaporean, Nidoking, mr.mime, vulpix

There :)

ANYWAYS!

So, he's been all I'm so DTF, and I'm like hm... I don't know. It wasn't until yesterday that I realized how DTF he really was. And how willing I would be, for everything except the F part. I think I have developed a weird mixture of feelings for him. I haven't ever really not been attracted to him. Eh. whatever.

I'll see what happens as the days go on.

I'm insanely indifferent about it all.

Plus I'm not a cheating kind, so what ever.

My mood has been pretty down actually.


AND I have, relatively, found where I lie between liking both genders, here's a punctuation graph, for your convenience, to explain!
HERE!
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BOY|-------------|-----------------|-------------[-]---|-------------|GIRL


I lean WAY on the girl side! :D