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Okay, so I have realized I've really given a one sided story about Thorium. Honestly he's not that bad. Well, actually yeah he is, but it only overshadows his good traits by a little. So I'm going to use this post as a Thorium isn't a COMPLETE douche bag.

So okay. We first met in 6th grade, he was friends with Br(my first friend I made in 6th grade) and Yt. So I had to know him. He was in my P.E. class along with Br, and we hung out a lot in that class (since we rarely did anything in there). We used to talk, and we had 'deep' conversations while Br was running off somewhere because he threatened her or something fun like that (he was very violent, he even strangled one of our friends in our Encounters class)

We became okay friends, but we couldn't really expand our friendship considering he had no cell phone, no IM, and no real communication other than the house phone. And me and mexican parents don't get along. Because I never know whether or not to say "Hello?" or "Hola?" Because they'll get pissed if I say Hello and speak in English, or they get mad that I assumed they don't know English.

So we went to different middle schools. And we were pretty much out of touch the entire time. From what people I had more contact with at the other middle school, I heard that Thorium went bi, and turned this guy every girl was in love with. He pretty went out with everyone and their momma at that middle school. Crazy. But eh. What ever, he had a lot of problems that I won't post one here that he was dealing with.

So we got into high school, and we were friends we were happy to see each other again, as he was with everyone he hadn't seen in forever. Now we talked in band camp before high school, and if you do recal that is when I went total cutter with a splash of ednos and major issues. So he did see one of my more careless cuts on my thigh and was like, wtf (he didn't say anything like that I just know that's what he was thinking)? And I was really just shocked. Because I didn't notice it was bleeding, and he did and went to see what it was. And I couldn't really say anything, because, honestly, no one had seen, and I wasn't expecting anyone to see. And he looked at me and said something like "Stop" along with something else, I honestly don't remember. But it was no different between us, I just think he was confused, but understood. That's as far as I 'm going with that.

So he was still sort of a man whore in high school in 9th grade, but eh. He was still dealing. We were just acquaintances back then. In tenth grade I was sick of my friends. They really were not there for me at all. They were just like. Oh, I'm sorry. And that was the extent of it. I was fed up with them. So I just wandered around in 10th grade talking to a lot of people. And me and Thorium began to talk a bit more, because he wasn't one of those people that had let me down, actually he did in his own few words helped me stop cutting, well, as bad as I was. So I felt a sort of thankfulness with him. That was horrible sentence structure! Sorry! But yeah, we talked, he went out with people I knew. We talked a little more, and we became good friends. We did tether here and there, but every friendship does, so no biggie. Then at the end of that year, we became way better friends as we IMed a lot and we learned a lot about each other, I opened up a lot (which I never ever do.) I just never do, it's not my nature I'm going to change. I need to, I know that. I'm basically being forced to with leadership. I was already planning to anyways. But yeah.

He is actually very sweet. He is very much adorable. You can talk to him about anything and he won't judge. He will tell you anything truthfully, he won't sugar coat it. But he won't tell you anything when you're down. He's the type of friend that would go to you if you have a problem. And you feel really safe around him. He's really a good friend. He just doesn't know when to shut up, or what not to say. And how to talk to people. And he really hates the male race. But he is the person that will be there. So he will try his best to make you feel better when you feel bad.

So that's Thorium. He is no longer a man whore, but I'm not sure how serious he is about his current girlfriend.

This may be very choppy I'm frustratedly talking to my cousin. She likes this guy and it's so FRUSTRATING! You have no idea. I'm yelling at her. I am very frustrated at her. I'm going to kill her. I swear, I am going to kill her. Kill her. You don't understand kill her.

KILL HER.

Leadership training yesterday was cool. Long, but cool.

Oh, today was my birthday. fun.

Bye!