Fools and More.

So, I am so going to be making spur of the moment posts through text, and when I have time I'll combine them into one. But, so I'm on the bus going to school, and I TOTALLY forgot it was April Fool's Day, and my friend demonstrated how she was going to be 'dramatic' because I asked what that meant. Well, it means that she is going to act very shocked while saying something. So she said something, and I was like... Okay, that's true but I'm pretty sure I can play it off as a fool. So I acted all shocked that it actually was April 1st. And I laughed on the inside because my friends who weren't in on the joke were extremely shocked, as it caught them by surprise. And I didn't deny it. I never answered the question, I just told them she was in charge of the April fool. And I just thought it was hilarious that they actually believed it, and even more that it was actually true. I ran out of room, so BYE GUYS!!!

Okay, so that's the original message, now allow me to elaborate

I was on the bus going to school in the morning (it's like a 20-40 minute ride, which sucks ass) and I sat next to my friend, since we always have a lack of seats, and she is a crazy sophomore. And she told me she was going to be DRAMATIC *and flashy hand movement here* to April Fool people. I had no idea it was April Fools though! I was in the process of texting very fast to check the date after I was going to send it, when my sophomore friend just said in a sort of loud voice (but the black, mexican, hispanic ghetto people who sit in the back are always very loud), so my friends in front of us could hear her say something (which I won't write XD) and my friends, who were in the middle of a conversation totally stopped and turned around so fast I thought they were going to break their necks, it was TOTALLY hilarious, but I was acting very non nonchalant and I was going to April Fool my sophomore friend by saying it was true (which it was, but I wasn't telling anyone that), but I decided against it, considering their reaction to it. But it was really funny! I totally played it off, saying it wasn't true by my actions and my word choice. It was very bad acting though, I'm rusty XD I can still do the job but only when it's dark and crowded and we are all very drowsy. Man, I need to freshen up on my acting, so okay, I'm going off on a tangent, but back during the 'Dark Ages'(which I call my bad years, idr if I told you guys that) I used to act A LOT. I was an absolute pro, and I could and would make anyone believe what I wanted. I was an absolute manipulator, lucky for me and every one else, I was to depressed to honestly do much about it, it was something I would use seldomly. God, you guys don't even know the gist of it, I was a HORRIBLE person. But out of all of that, I did become immaculate actress and my word choice over text and IM magic. And actress can also be used as a fancy word for lying, I was great at that, I still could be, but I went a year just not saying the complete truth rather than actually lying so I'm rusty in that too. Only people who are looking for it can find it now. Before, not even I could tell truth from fiction, like I said, good old days lol.

Okay, so the week has been stressful to say the least. So I got my period during the middle of the week, but I started feeling it come on earlier. Which was really weird, I never feel it coming, I never get moody not even when I'm on it, but I was a super bitch the entire school week, and very emotional. Something I'm not very fond of, and I felt cramps, which I NEVER get. So since I was moody, I really was mistreating my friends. But the stress was getting me too. So moody and stressed don't really mix. I was aggravated all week. Oh and to make matters worse, Bastard hasn't been at school. He was there one day, yesterday. But, man. I was worried about him, I knew I should be, that there was no reason to worry, and that I should be worrying about him anymore, he;s not my friend and I know for a fact (no not really) that he wouldn't worry about me if I were gone. [I made a post about this before that sounded more scared and worried, but it didn't save, and it was before he came back to school, and I found out what he had] but I was freaking out. The first day I was relieved but still a little worried. Relieved because he was gone, and I didn't have to worry about what I said, or being near his jackass personality in class, but worried because of his track record. The next day I was getting worried, I didn't know what was up and I could ask my friends, or text him. I couldn't ask my friends, because they wouldn't know because they wouldn't have asked him already, so they would have had to ask and knowing my friends they would say that I asked in the message, and then they would know that I still really care about him and they would try something and I couldn't text him, because, then he would know I still cared, and well, I just don't know. With all that stress and moodiness, I was going to ask Lithium during Math class, but I couldn't because she would know what was up and discuss it with our friends, and I did not want that, and I was angry at myself for having the strongest urge to ask her, and I was worried and just blah, and I seriously almost broke down in class, I was literally swallowing tears right in front of her (I turn around in my desk [she sits behind me] and I talk to her there I rarely ever use my desk, and the teacher is so lax that we never ACTUALLY get in trouble for talking during class) but she was paying attention to what our teacher was teaching on the projector, thank god, and I was looking down, so she didn't notice. But man, it was killing me not knowing what had happen, and of course none of my friends would have told me. But Bastard had food poisoning, so bad, but not the worst I was imagining.

School is going to be shit the next few weeks, I don't know if I'll make it honestly. I'm going to have a mental break down, I know I am. There's no way in hell I'm going to be able to do it all. I'm going to die, just point and blank.

I have pretty much become addicted to House XD If you REALLY REALLY REALLY love me you'd buy me the entire series box set! I'd seriously love you for the rest of my life XD, I'm on episode 6 now, but my internet is being a bitch, so I can't watch it. I'm using my black berry as my modem at the moment. How pathetic :P

I spent my day reading (yes I know, I don't have the time for that, but I needed a breather on Good Friday, and like I said, my internet is being a bitch) fanfictions of Thirteen and Cameron, I just want to congratulate the authors of the ones I read, they very detailed and very awesome. I loved them all (except the incomplete ones) I'm thinking of writing one with an idea of someone who hasn't updated in 5 or 6 months (I know, I'm a hypocrite, I haven't updated in about a year I'm guessing), but I'll adjust it to my style and have a different story line. They are phenomenal stories, but they have no plot, and if they do, it pretty much sucked, details, however, did not suck.

Oh jeez, I'm a Nathaniel Hawthorne. I write REALLY long sentences with a million commas, and millions of parenthesis'. Crap, lol. At least I'm not an Ernest Hemingway. XD

I believe that's about it. Oh, and for the record Bastard, if you ever read this blog, I want you to know, I won. I did, in fact, love you more.